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No, that's not an alien or encrypted code.At best it describes my current state of mind : CONFUSED,DISTURBED,RESTLESS,................

This semester has been one of the worst I've had till now .Not that the earlier experiences are anything to go ga-ga about , but this one's really gone haywire.My last post gives a clear indication of that to pretty much a good effect.For the past two week all of my tests, be it of whatever sort has been nothing short of disasters.And going by it's etymology that's what I think it is, my stars are really down ... & out at the moment.I'm feeling lost , and how I wish it was rather here

B.L.O.G




Yes,it's been very long since I last blogged.And thats an indication of how demanding IIT life can be, especially to batti-people.No,really I've nothing against other departments and right now I'm definitely not in a mood to get into a debate as trivial as this, but someway or the other it's true ( O.K., if you are that hellbent then I take the full credit for the present messed-up condition of my life.But you gotta admit that I'm not courageous enough to inflict on myself 4 quizzes,2 lab tests,2 (re)minors and 1 major, all in the same f#@%ing week.Some undue credit must go to our revered dept. too). And to top it all I've been as ignorant to the situation as I've never been in my life.I dont know whether it's true or just my whimsical notion to place myself on the safe side, but this chill-maarna factor of my life has peaked sinced I got back from home after the Diwali holidays and its kind of growing day by day (what's even more bothering is the timing of it with all the aforementioned to-do list still in the back of my mind). I played on my PC for over 45 hours during the last week (it's a known fact that more than 20 hours of gaming a week gets one the gameaholic,game-addict tag.If you didn't know the fact,nevermind.You are normal,very normal).It's been just a week and I'm already to the last two episodes of season 1 of LOST and pretty hopeful will be done away with the rest in a day or two.The height of the whole situation although has happened today when after returning from a not so successful lab test, and very well knowing that I've got 2 quizzes tomorrow....sorry make that today ,it's 2:56 AM now, I'm still happily in front of my PC having played for the last 5 hours or so (it was a very gratifying experience, kicking some hard Ara-ite asses). And now blogging.

GOD!Help me. But I guess I'm beyond redemption now.


On a different note, this blog was conceived suddenly just a few minutes back when thinking of a game ( yes, currently my brain is somehow fully dedicated to a lone direction of thinking ) I recently played , "F.E.A.R - First Encounter Assault Recon ", I got this idea of "B.L.O.G".
It just came in a flash and I thought it was, well, good enough so why not pen it down.Its quite apt I guess.

I'm waiting for valuable comments.

B.L.O.G - Bequeath Lost Old Glories